Question Meme II

[cloakanddaikon]

I want to write things!

Ask about Zexion things or Thusia things or heck even current interest or past RP things.

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[hydralize]

Best is prooobably his mother. She's dead in canon, so he wouldn't be stuck having to deal with coming to terms with the uneasy feeling of "She died." He's already done that! Instead he'd just get to work on learning how to relate to her as a son to a mother and building up the relationship and getting to protect the shit out of her. It still isn't an ideal situation to regain her in, but it is the most positive reunion with a person he could get in this place.

Worst isss a tough one. Comedy answer is Bianchi for obvious reasons, but more seriously it's probably Byakuran as the last terrible enemy he remembers. The one that scared him enough to go to Sabra in the first place.

What would Zexion's feelings be if Dera did start to remember camp?

[cloakanddaikon]

At this point? Disbelieving shock. A whole ton of regret because Gokudera remembering means facing again how badly fucked up their relationship in Sabra was, and how legitimately close Zexion came to destroying Scowl's heart rather than dealing with it.

Part of him would want very desperately to hug Gokudera and just not let go, and another just as powerful part would be frozen, knowing that he still doesn't have the right to do that until Gokudera returns that right to him. Which would depend, a lot, on what those memories were.

If they weren't of Zexion specifically, he'd probably just . . . be quiet and a little shocked, but pretty . . . nonreactive. Sad, but in a lot of ways he's accepted that being a Nobody is bound to mess with being remembered, and it's . . . okay. He'd hope they were memories of Yamamoto, at least, to balance out all the experiences with River.

If they were something of Zexion himself . . . granted, knowing Zexion's luck, if Gokudera remembered him specifically rather than camp in general it would probably start with something like . . . man, when he rescued Gokudera from Dietrich and kind of shuffled through all Gokudera's memories of hurt and humiliation, but.

Even then.

Hugging and disbelief and probably damp eyes if not full-out tears. And quiet but a very, very heartfelt apology. Again. Because remembering doesn't make things okay. It . . . means there's another way they can relate, but remembering something from that time doesn't make Nova Gokudera any more than being remembered makes Zexion a Nobody with an attachment problem.

But it's closer.

How would Gokudera react to meeting another of himself here?

[hydralize]

PUNCH IT IN THE FACE

If it's a canon!Dera or another AU of himself that's had an easier time than Nova himself has (which isn't very hard to do) he will just be bitterly jealous and angry and resentful and won't want anything to do with him.

If it's one on an even worse level, he'll be disgusted. How could someone manage to fuck up his life even worse than he did himself? CLEARLY not worth wasting his time on.

And if its one on the same level of fuck up that he is, he'll just hate them because he hates himself anyway. He doesn't want someone who can understand all his flaws when they also have all his flaws. He fucking hates those flaws!!

So no matter what he will detest a double in some way and will generally be a bitch to them.

I can't think of anymore questions :|a

[cloakanddaikon]

I HAVE WON MY QUESTION MEME!!

[hydralize]

ALSO UNRELATED TO QUESTIONS: You should let me know when you react to the sharklings comaing since I want in on that. We could react together.

[cloakanddaikon]

We could. We could have a post even.

I should be around tonight, ppppossibly out tomorrow, and then basically any evening after that is good.

[greenthummons]

Tonight I've got an already delayed post with Yayoi to toss up, but we could use that for it anyway. (It's really just general "come talk to us/give us cr" stuff). Otherwise Wednesday would be better.